Future Memorabilia

didnt know love like this existed

2012-02-22T23:13:00.001+01:00

When I see ur smile my whole world shines up

ROMA ROMA ROMA

2012-02-09T06:44:00.001+01:00

Again, long time no see but its mainly cause I haven't really got much to say until now! January passed and what I have been doing is basically nothing in the wait for school in Denmark to kick off. The intro was last week and the courses seem pretty legit so Im exited! So, according to the title I'm on ma way to Rome! I just downloaded a app so I am now blogging for da traaaaain, its 7 in the morning and we will be in Gothenburg to take the flight around 12. My dear man booked us a great hotel right next to the spanish stairs and apparently we are getting picked up by the hotel service: swag! So until then: see ya in Rome!

2012 so far!

2012-01-19T10:45:00.004+01:00

This blog has been neglected for far too long, time to share a bit what I've done so far in 2012!

So right after New Years I took my suitcase and went to Greece to visit my boyfriend and his family. The experience was in advance nervwrecking but after actually getting to meet all of them I have never had a calmer or better vacation. Me and Chris did the sightseeing, we ate his moms amazing food, talked about wat and politics with his dad and drove his awesome brother to his coffee sessions with his friends. All in all it was amazing. Most of all it was nice just to not study and have quality time with my greek. We can back around the 9th and since then I've managed to get sick. But that is now passing thank god and I'm now currently having late breakfast and have some arrends to get out of the way before I go for coffee with miss Nejra.

Some other fun news: I applied for a greek language course, off to Rome the 9th of February (thank u boyfriend for a awesome xmas gift), LMFAO concert (thank u Erna for being such a cool girlfriend) and school starts the 2nd in Denmark. Lots of fun to do :)

Will write another post about a new job I'm applying to and also tell u more about my semester in Denmark!

Sunset by the temple of Poseidon

never stop GLOWING

2012-01-02T11:00:00.004+01:00

2012, I like u! Celebrating the arrival of the new year was great! Me and sis went to this huge party my Malmö-relatives had arranged and I had so much fun. Dancing, laughing and eating ALOT hehe! And since I wanted to be a nice sister and also since I worked the day after I let Irna have a drink and I settled with coca-cola. All in all it was a nice celebration! Yesterday after work and after skyping with my man down in Greece I finished packing and now I'm all ready to go to Greece and have the time of my life!! Question is, is Greece ready for me? Is it??!!? Haha I'm sick. Oh and tonite I'm invited over to miss Nejra and mister Zlatan for dinner at their new apartment, yeeeeeee buddy!

WELCOME 2012, I am SO ready

2011-12-31T10:49:00.004+01:00

And so we are here, the last day of 2011 and I was thinking about going thru the whole of the year, dwell on what was bad, smile on what was good and boooooore you guys with my memories. What I will do instead is thank EVERY single person in my life that has been thru my year with me. People all over the world actually.

U all know who u are.

I LOVE you and I cannot wait to spend 2012 with u all.

So what do I have in store for this grand day?

Hmm, study until like 20 and then sis is picking me up and we are going to a balkan party together :)

Since my stomach is the way it is these days i'm choosing not to drink. But u know what? Even if I won't welcome the year in the most crazy way I sure will start it with a bang. 3 days til I board my plane and get to see my greek boy again FINALLY.

And apparently this same boy is planning on taking me to Rome in Feburary.

Let's just say the year couldn't go off with a bigger bang. Thank you 2011 but now it's time for 2012 to show what it will do to my life.

Signing off for 2011 / Erna

balkan party fights

2011-12-28T13:19:00.003+01:00

blablablabla laundry is FUCKING boring. I hate it here! Watching Oprah how this dude married a really awesome and successful woman and he gave her HIV. What THE fuck. Nasty. New years is coming up and it looks like we are are gonna celebrate new years in Helsingborg on this huge balkan party. Funny thing about balkan parties, there is always fights. This year I'm thinking I might join. My boxing gloves are on, haha. Need to eat, so long!

horepse moro mou

2011-12-28T11:41:00.003+01:00

LESS than 7 days left, wohooooooooooo!

I'm doing laundry so I can pack the last stuff and close the bag, listening to greek hype-music!!!! I am so so happy. And the people that make me happy are: my family, my ladies and last BUT NOT LEAST my boyfriend.

It's sick how he gets me. We spent over 3 hours skyping last night, our bro's where there to and we joked around, listened to music together and talked, talked and talked.

DA BEST.

Have to clean my place a bit too (feels like I freakin clean it ALL THE TIME) because tomorrow LIDIA is coming!!!!

7 daaaaaaaays

2011-12-27T16:12:00.004+01:00

Xmas is over and it was cozy. Lots of nice gifts, FOOD, even more FOOD, sleep, morning killer shift at work and since then I've just postponed laundry and hung out with bro and miss Nejra. I'm currently at Espresso House fixing some work stuff and then I need to study before going home cooking dinner for bro and me.

These days inbetween something really exiting happens are kinda boring actually. AllI want is to be with my swag boyfriend living extraordinary on Greece. 7 daaaays Erna, 7 daaays. And I mean, my life isnt THAT boring. On Thursday Lidia comes here which means dinner downtown and drinks, New Years is coming up and that will be exiting aswell. But Greece, I WANNA GOOOOOO. (U will go Erna, stop). Ok, finishing this blogpost cause I'm talking to myself in third person haha. Peace :)

Me love you (even if u drive me NUTS sometimes hihi)

DA DZINS

2011-12-22T23:17:00.004+01:00

A love for a sister cannot be explained.

It's like she knows my every move.

It's like see predicts my future.

It's like she is part of my team forever.

walking in the winter wonderland (minus the snow)

2011-12-21T19:46:00.005+01:00

At my sisters for the moment, and what a great day I've had so far :)

After a long lunch with Miss Nejra, sis and Maximilian came aswell and we had coffee, visited the winter wonderland and had dinner at IKEA (sis had free coupons, whenever there is free food I am definetly theeeeeeeeere).

We got to her place a while ago and after I take some more advantage of her to use her lovely bathtub with matching luxury bathsalt and bubble soap.

She is currently on her Ipad, I'm on the Mac, Maximilian is on her Iphone and we are one big happy family.

Tonite it's glögg-time (swedish xmas drink, best described as warm wine?? haha eew). Tomorrow da ONE AND ONLY Amar is coming here for xmas since mom will work the whole holiday (go mom, go mom).

That's about it, have a COZY evening people!

I look bald and Maxi looks somewhat gay haha

SAY WHAAAAT

2011-12-21T12:30:00.004+01:00

Morning, morning, morning world!

Ok, I didn't just wake up, I've actually been studying since like 10 so I am NOT slacking.

After a long skype session lasti night with da boyfriend that decided to go to Greece for some reason I slept like a freakin baby! I kinda felt a cold coming but it seemed to be a false alarm and I am now fighting the clock, deadline for a paper at 14.

Why am I blogging now actually? Haha.

Going to meet up Miss Nejra for some lunch after 14 and then spending the day with my sister and Maximilian.

Have a WONDERFUL day everyone!

Funny faces, one of my many talents.

KFC KFC KFC, 13 days left!!!

2011-12-20T17:21:00.004+01:00

Heeeeeeey people!!!

Sorry for the hold up, I was busy living life a bit ;)

Back on track, still have a group paper ahead and then he holiday will be pretty laidback with some work (working the 1st which means Erna is doing new years lowkey, omg...) But it is all good. All is actually perfect. Why? Because the 3rd of January there is a little vacation in plan. Correction, not in plan: its set. I'm going to Greece!! And DID U GUYS know that there is a KFC in Athens? Fuuuuuuuuuck meeeeee I will be in heaven. I mean, the view, the food and a very funny greek boy by my side? Have to start cooking now tho, Kat is coming over for dinner and then the boys Hassaan, Koki and Cagatay are attending a "fika" session at my place. SO LONG!

time for some passive smooooooking

2011-12-01T16:20:00.005+01:00

Today i have done absolutely nothing.

Like, my neck hurts cause I've laid on the couch all day watching family guy and simpsons haha. We are just getting ready to go for a walk to the castle and then visit my gangsta grandma for proper balkan apple pie and some passive smoking.

My grandma once told me she's been smoking since she was 13 and that the doc told her that if she ever stops she will die hahaha. Tonite me, bro and hos homie Fredrik are going out :)

Have a pleaseant Thursday ladies and gents!

My mom's cute typical balkan mother, me and my dad's smoker rockstar!

now I know that we were close before

2011-12-01T00:26:00.002+01:00

goodnight from a VERY lucky and happy girl.

(fave snacks in my hand, even cooler)

eating like a pig, feeling like a godess

2011-11-30T15:10:00.005+01:00

And so I'm hoooooome, back with mommy's food and my brothers awesome company.

When I arrived yesterday evening mom had prepared lamb steak with potatoes, brusselsprouts, sallad AND sauce.

Like can she BE a cooler mom??

Today after sleeping in and getting breakfast in med (mooooooom u are the beeeest) I took my bro and his boys out for lunch, then i bought a new winterjacket, had coffee with the boys and walked home in the sun. Life is pretty damn nice.

Getting back home and mom has made dinner, salmon with mashed potatoes and creme brulee with pomagranate waiting in the fridge: oooooooh my gooood!!!

At the moment my bro is planning his cheating for tomorrows german test (I toooold him not to pick german, but did he listen?? nooooo) and I'm chillaxin like never before. And after he's done organizing his cheating we are heading to his soccer practice and tonite: the movieeeeees.

Ah, love being home :)

German can go fuck it self

Kickin it with som quality greek music ;)

been up since 7 but STILL a happy camper

2011-11-29T12:01:00.005+01:00

Wow, what a freackin morning I had.

So I wake up at around 7 to drag my ass to the vårdcentral, in english its lika a local little hospital where u go if u want to check something, take tests and whatever. I've had this weird rash on my back for a week now and my sister was groosed out about it so she made me go. Anyways, I get to the damn place...and they wont let me in.

I have to wait OUTSIDE in the COLD to call them(!!!!!???!!!) and book an appointment. I was right outside and sat in the phoneline for 20 min. Then what happens? Oh well, no time available so I have to go to the other vårdcentral that has drop in close to my place. What now? I sit in the line for OVER an hour and when i finally get to the nurse he tells me that I'm not listed here and that they can't help me.

But funny thing is that I actually liked the dude cause he told me: tell that other vårdcentral that ur throat is hurting and they will see u to a doc asap. SOOOOO, i take the bus back and offcourse now they had the time for me.

Turns out nothing is wrong with me and I get a cream to put on the freakin rash. End of story. I am currently on my way to work, staff meeting in Helsingborg and then I'm off to Kalmar for a little fam visit. My brother wants to make cupcakes tonite haha aaw. Take care y'all :)

smile smile smile

get loooow get loooow

2011-11-26T21:49:00.001+01:00

someone is ready to PARTY!

u sound like ur from londaaan

2011-11-26T17:04:00.005+01:00

And I'm back from LONDOOON.

The trip was super super amazing, lots of shopping, lots of pub nights and lots of FOOD haha. Now I'm back to my oh so sad an harsh reality. Harsh? Haaaa ha, who am I kidding really? Got back to a happy greek boy, a new dress, a great american thanksgiving dinner with new friends, a new haircut AND I even bought flowers today :)

Whats poppin tonite?

Well I just had pizza and now after I freakin pack up imma take a little nap and then its time for a bday party at the studentdorm across the street and some heavy liquor flowing!!

Picture taken with Kat's lovely camera, big up wifey!

NO JOOOOOKE

2011-11-18T16:28:00.005+01:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA, the universe has to love me.

Like for real.

Ok, first of all: I woke up with a fever and now it is gone. WICKED.

Second of all: my sister suprised me today and took me out for coffee and shopping.

Third and most important: So a classmate just posted that our exam has been postponed til 13th of december.

It's like God knows I need more time.

Or maybe God just knows that I'm so fuckin lazy.

So, let's do this Friday propertly.

TIME TO FIND A OUTFIT, dinner and drinks downtown coming up.

TGIF people, never stop smiling!!!!

why is a paper so very hard to write?!

2011-11-18T11:45:00.004+01:00

Ok so I have to finish this paper before we go to London. Why is it so hard to staaaaart?! Like come on Ernaaa, just DO it already!

No, what I do instead?

Call mom, my brother, my sister, do the dishes, brush my hair, text wifey, grab a snack and maybe I will even clean my closet.

Just write ut freakin PAPAER Ernaaaaa.

God.

Ok so anyways, tonite I'm going out for drinks with Nejra, Zlatan and his brother thats here on a visit. Will be fun!

never stop living

2011-11-17T22:10:00.003+01:00

Ok so my life is pretty awesome.

Except the obvious reasons the thing is, on Monday I leave for London with my ladies. Epic thing number one. And number two?

And what just happened? Lidia, my babe thats studying in Switzerland at the moment just booked a flight to party it UP with me on new years.

God I love the power of being spontanious and doing random shit like that.

Makes me high on life.

Just sayen.

My fellow jetsetter miss Lidia Marku

if u didnt know...

2011-11-16T13:37:00.002+01:00

I'm not pop, I'm hiphop.

Reminder: London on Monday.

bday evaluation

2011-11-16T10:38:00.005+01:00

Wow, sorry bout that guys. But my bday was way to important thus the silence here :) And how was it? DUUUUUUUDE. Epic, epic, epic like nothing else. I had made a reservation for about 20 of my friends at my favorite restaurant. We had a lovely dinner, they sung to me (Erna=red face haha) and then we moved our sweet asses to wifey Kat's place for CAAAKE, opening of presents and I had my little speech. Almost fuckin made myself cry haha, but all I did was declare my love for, first of all, my siblings, and then all my DEAR DEAR friends that came. We had a lil prepart and then headed towards Babel to club it OOOOUT. Perfect, perfect, perfect, perfeeeeeeeeeect and I even got myself a very own greek boy. Can a bday be any better?

But ok, enough about thaaaaaat. Now I need to get back on track, get back to life and start studying. Having a group meeting at 12, then coffee with miss Nejra and this afternoon: Roadtrip tiiiiiime!!!

Me and my loves

I mean LOOK at them??!! Can I have more SEXY friends??!!

the day before the actual day

2011-11-11T13:32:00.003+01:00

Like what the hell?

I have never in my life been this hype for a bday!

Ok, that's a lie.

I was more hype the day before my 18th for sure, but I dunno...tomorrow...it's just a special feeling I have.

I' even getting nervous haha, such a idiot.

Ok, time to craaaaaaaaaam 3 more pages!

today's mom-quote

2011-11-10T19:47:00.004+01:00

Mom: How's ur stomach sine? (bosnian for my child)

Me: Naa, I'm all good just that my head hurts a bit

Mom: Look outside ur window

Me: What, why?

Mom: U see the moon?

Me: Yea, so?

Mom: It's the moons fault

Me: Huh?

Mom: That's why ur head hurts. It's the fullmoon

Me: Mom, ur acting like a gypsy fortune-teller.

Mom: Balkan wisdom sine

LOVE

like a baws

2011-11-10T15:01:00.003+01:00

Ok so the exam is going awesome.

I don't know why I didn't start earlier, I'm actually good at it. Oh well, better late then never right friends? So, there's this new store that just opened close to me called ÖB. You swedish readers know about, its this pretty crappy store with all of these different things. Like ugly military clothes, canned food BUT also (to my favor) a lot of party things such as awesome ballons, paper plates, fun glasses and other very dorky stuff: LOVE IT!

Let the countdown for the best bday in history to start...2 days, 48 hours, (dont have the brains to figure out the minutes)....WOHOOOO!!!!

breathe in, breathe out

2011-11-10T10:29:00.004+01:00

After the week starting off with a major stomach-ache, emergency visit and lots amount of sleep and spending time with me, myself and I...

Erna is back on track.

Same old Erna, just yet again a little wiser and more humble :)

Have a exam to start writing but before that I have to go and fill up my fridge with lots of yummy things: making dinner to a certain someone tomorrow and having my brother and his boys over for my bday weekend which means that I NEED to fill my fridge big time.

I can't wait til my bday, yeey!

I love you mr autumn

2011-11-03T17:12:00.005+01:00

Hey hey heeeey!

Finally I can sleep the whole night without coughing. After 2 days of almost choking myself I bought the freakin syrup and all betteeeeeer.

Today me and the ladies had a long planning session at Cafe Kungsgatan about London. I am beyond exited. We've done it 2 years now, gone to London every autumn mmmmm LOVE IT!

And where am I off to now?

Ah nothing special, just a concert with Bob Dylan and Mark Knopfler!!!!!

After that I'm meeting up with my class cause it's Lisa's bday and I'm buying her a beer or five!

LIFE

2011-10-31T13:47:00.003+01:00

LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE!!!!

MONDAAAAAAAAY MADNESS

2011-10-31T09:08:00.002+01:00

MONDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY, YES YES YES!

After a weekend of mosty work and the lovely hours extra I spent at work yesterday makes this day SO great! I'm sitting now, roomie is sleeping but I have my breakfast ready and Aoooooki in my headphones: so pumped for my favorite day of the weeeeeek.

Take off takes place at school, have a seminar than I have to start with my new 6 page paper. Tonite: Coffee with Chris aka Christos aka Greek boy in Lund: woop woop!

BATTLE is on

2011-10-30T10:46:00.003+01:00

HAAHAHAHAH, last night was SO epic in so many ways! I made dinner for my wifey and then we headed to Hassaan for a huge halloween party. There is so much that can be said about it but among a lot of nuts stuff I battled a random dude (that sucked) and I won so freakin hard. People took pics, formed a ring hahahah when I took my hat off I was in shock, so much people. And cause the music sucked ballz I had to lure my way behind the speakers. What happens? I become the DJ, the dude leaves me alone to entertain, and oh boy did I deliver. I should put my baller hat and oversize sweats on more often, it is my true self. No it's time to get ready for work, HIT MEEEE.

a morning with the economy crisis

2011-10-28T12:00:00.003+02:00

Cough, cough, cough....goodmorning!

I had to skip class this morning, I wouldn't have been for good use anyways. All I do is caugh and blow my nose haha.

So I just had a morning session with some reading. Mostly on the economic crisis in the EU and trying to understand it better.

Gonna have some lunch before I head to town for coffesession with friends times 2.

Tonite Sussie, my girl from middle school is coming over to couchsurf so will be a nice and looooong catching up evening. I wanna buy wine. Catching up with wine is always welcomed.

Until then!

lovecrimes.

2011-10-27T15:59:00.007+02:00

talk to me and I better not hear a word.

if we every get caught it will be along vacation for two.

living in denial

2011-10-27T13:38:00.003+02:00

I feel better, I am not going to cough, I do not have a soar throath....I AM NOT SICK.

Haha, like we say here in Sweden: pallaaaaa.

Anyways, this morning me and roomie thought we should do something fun so instead of oatmeal and instant coffee we strolled down to the center and had ourselfs a nice breakfast at St Gertruds. I even had a cake hihi! Class at 10 which went perfect, interesting discussions about secularism, religion and how its differs from EU and The US. Just had lunch with Ena at the library cafeteria and now I'm off for a quick coffee with miss Nejra.

We have to scout for a certain boy hahaha so stay tuned...

CAAAAAKE

2011-10-26T17:55:00.004+02:00

Such a pretty evening outside.

The sky is like sorta pink/orange, the rain is shattering AND I feel better.

Heading downtown to have coffee and CAAAAAKE with my ladies in a few.

Have a great night everyone, even if ur partying or staying in: smile and enjoy :)

I can make any day a DOPE day

2011-10-26T10:37:00.004+02:00

I'm stuck in bed.

Think Mr Maximilian passed a slight cold to me so here I am, breakfast in bed, music, might stream som series and I can't wait to start reading my new book.

Just to fill in, yesterday was such a nice day!! I took my boy Hassaan and his homie Koki out for a roadtrip. We covered the Skåne countryside in like 2 hours ad then we had to eat. Sushi it was and the most epic moment was when Koki chewed and swallowed a HUGE piece of wasabi. I laughed so hard I even cried, haha.

Who said being sick isn't swag?

And also, its windy and the rain is pouring outside.

Yep, I'm just gonna stay in bed...

my FAVORITE daay

2011-10-24T10:18:00.004+02:00

Monday, Monday, Mondaaaaaaay and SO much fun shit ahead of me I might freak out haha! Have school today from 13-15 and then it's coffee time with ma homie Chris aka Christos aka the greek dude! We always have fun and laugh so nothing can go wrong there. Picking up Mr Maximilian from daycare too and hopefully my sister will offer me to come over for dinner which she will cause she is badass.

Anwaaaaays, the rest of the week is packed with lectures and reading. And shit I totally forgot to tell u, the new project we have going on in school is that me and my class in 2013 are holding a huge conferance and multiple workshops on EU.

How exiting isn't that?!

But before school I'm off for a walk with miss Felicia. Haven't seen her in forever so will be a loooong gossip session.

a coffee and some red hot chili peppers for breakfast

2011-10-22T13:00:00.008+02:00

It's Saturday and I am off work, woho!

Since Maximilian spent the night here (that being my nephew, sadly not a one night stand haha) I had to wake up to the sound of Hakuna Matata and a kid jumping in my bed telling me to get up at arund 6 in the morning. So we got dressed and drove over to my sisters for a loooooong breakfast. I also introduced her to the somewhat new RHCP album. Have to make my sister a bit more cultural so she learns to listen to actual GOOD music

Back home now and have to get some reading done before I can head downtown to buy flowers and head to Nejra's place for dinner and wine in the sunset. Will post another post later today about a new AWESOME school project so stay tuned :)

thursdaaaaaay

2011-10-20T07:54:00.003+02:00

Morning! What is UP? Sitting on my couch eating breakfast, school from 9-16. Like come on. Who has school that early and that long? Boooohooo. Haha. What else is going on? Hmm, work today with da kids and hopefully my dress will arrive. It's like this. my 20th bday was pretty lame, and my 21st was celebrated in Canada so this one is gonna be OFF THE HOOK! New dress, new shoes, dinner out, party at my place, clubbing...we're gonna do it all!!! I am super exited, yes yes yes!! This weekend I'm babysitting and also going to Nejra's beachhouse, cannot

waaaaaaait!!

morning coffee is pure pleasure

MUSIC = POWER

2011-10-13T22:07:00.005+02:00

Soooooooooo tired.

Just devoured my awesome selfmade dinner that consisted of salamon and potatoes with broccoli and a sauce made out of creme cheese and lime. Pretty damn dope!

A perfect day with perfect company. Henry held me company in the library, then Ena arrived in splendid timing. Got home at around 4, my sister and nephew came over for the swedish verb also known as "fika" and at 6 I went to work with my kids.

They are so clever and good, proud tutor: that's me!!

Now, music, cake and tea.

Speaking of music, funny fact.

Nejra mentioned that apparently she has never met anyone that listens so much to tunes as I do. She even told me I should have a career in music, like scouting.

Funny yes cause it never occoured to me that I listen that much but when she told me I started wondering....music is and has always been my escape. I know it sounds super corny and shit but it's SO true tho.

Like when annoying things come in my way for me to live my life as I wish, music is always there.

It's like I always say:

His lyrics are my scriptures.

(the man being Kanye, suprise, suprise)

I have been thru pretty crazy stuff and aside of me not giving a shit about things coming my way, music has always made me stronger.

Music equals power.

october is

2011-10-13T10:27:00.003+02:00

What up what up people??! Been pretty hectic these last 2 days with readings, work and some other shit that tried to mess up my karma. Thursday today and I'm having breakfast in my perfectly clean apartment in my comfy couch! What I've done since Monday is hung out with awesome greek guys, watched 4 games of fotball at the same time, had coffee with Nejra and mostly studied.

Heading to the library very very soon, I worked nightshift yesterday whick means....left over cinnamonbuns and cake for ALL. Tonite I have the tutoring job with my kids and maybe I will go to a classmates place for some wine. So long :)

a monday in rainy october

2011-10-10T14:52:00.003+02:00

It's monday. Bon Iver's latest album, reading and fresh coffee. Even if life sometimes give u a hard time one should always cherish thoose small things. Tonite I'm off to my sister for dinner :)

lets give a toast for...me.

2011-10-07T20:19:00.003+02:00

I've been to Paris twice before, once with my family and once with my french class in high school and did all the sighseeing I needed to to then, so I knew this time would be special for me.

Just like Kanye said: "I fell in love with Paris when I went there solo" and Yeezy my man, so did I. Friday night was spent in the botanical garden of the hotel with new friends. Today I did morning coffee with the sun rising over the city, shopping at Champ-Elysee, macaroons (yes the real ones), lunch on the cozy streets of St Germain, Salvador Dali museum and finally the nutella crepe I've been longing for all day in hills of Montmatre. I finished my daytrip where I started it, at Sacre Coeur.

Next up, hotel bathtub extravaganza, manicure, pedicure and dinner in bed.

Paris never rejects anyone.

work hard, play harder

2011-10-05T17:36:00.004+02:00

My baby Naz just fell asleep in my couch and I thought: perfect, now I can take a break from our study session and post a lil' blogpost!

So today has been great in every way possible. We had a last group meeting, finished up our Power Point and tomorrow we have the presentation.

Now "all" I need to do is write a 6 page paper about Health Care for Paperless People in Europe, no biggie haha.

After school I had lunch with Nejra, even made it to a quick coffee session with J-F and since 3 I've been reading and preparing for my paper.

Looks like my Mac is coming with me to Paris, but hey what can u do. At least now I can say I sat in a cafe in Paris writing my paper.

Gonna wake my little girl up now so we can get ready to walk over to Felicia's for dinner. My God, I leave for Paris tomorrow: SICK! Booked this super cute hotel that has a little botanic garden, how sweet? Anways, since the labtop is coming with I may post from France.

Bye bye Sweden, Bonjour Paris!

welcome new kid

2011-10-03T17:14:00.001+02:00

Really liking his tunes, mellow and smart.

the imagine of autumn

2011-10-03T12:41:00.004+02:00

It's Monday yet again (my best day, if u guys didn't know) and it started of with a morning meeting with our tutor for our group project and it went awesome. She really liked our research question and our way of spreading the work.

So now I can start focusing on the paper thats due on Sunday: woho!

At the library now and lunch awaits.

Will have to get some serious amount of reading done before I can meet up with my sister and pick up da nephew from daycare: haven't seen then kid since like forever!!

And, off topic: don't u just love fall season?

I took this picture on my way to school.

I just parked my bike in the middle of the biking street and fell in love.

A prettier sight is hard to find.

who said paris was far away?

2011-10-02T10:58:00.005+02:00

Breakfast in bed, aaah me loove. Yesterday after work I did something pretty crazy but yet very fun. I booked a trip to Paris! Leave on Thursday after school and get back on Saturday in time for work at Sunday. Jetsetter? Naa, I would call myself that. Let's say I'm just NUTS in a awesome way. I'm going on my own but no fear, I have a very special friend meeting me there. That's all I will say for now (just to keep things mysterious haha).

Have to head for work in a few, so long!

turn skeptics into believers

2011-09-30T15:45:00.003+02:00

What a great day, and its only getting better. GREAT lunch, great convo's, great shopping, had my favorite cup of coffee with da ladies and mr Kenny joined in.

Now it's time to get ready for dinner.

Meeting up Naz at da best thai take out very very soon!!!! And by the way, I love my friends so so so much.

Every single one of u.

And specially my girls.

Soulmates.

cause imma be a freak until the day until the dawn

2011-09-30T09:26:00.003+02:00

I rarely get pissed but yesterday I was, thus the previous blogpost.

ANYWHOOOOOO, today it's friday and I am above and beyond happy!

First I have a group meeting, then I'm meeting up Nejra for lunch, then I HAVE TO FIND an outfit for tonite. Me and Nejra are also gonna creep on this guy, can't tell u guys all the details but he sure is cute. The dude looks like a teddybear!! And tonite I'm dining and going out with my ladies Kat and Naz in the dirty ltitle city of Lund: WOOP WOOP!!

I'll post pictures tonight, so long!

And guys, promiiiiiise me all of u will do ur best to have the most amazing Friday that u can have!

breaking me is impossible

2011-09-29T21:19:00.002+02:00

Everything I do in life is to prove you wrong. Every word of my master thesis will be for you. Every hour I spend, every sleepless night.....everything, for the joy to laugh in ur face and prove u wrong. You'll see, karma is a bitch when it sneaks up on ya.

who gon stop me now

2011-09-29T17:03:00.005+02:00

Back from da library and I did good work, all I need to do before tomorrow is read thru an article and me and my group are good to go! Time for dinner and then off to teach my kids some americanooo. I lend them some books in the library, can't wait to show'em!

todays tune, LOVE IT

2011-09-29T12:13:00.000+02:00

CRAAAAAAM

2011-09-29T10:03:00.005+02:00

What happens when a good friend of yours MAKES u get up at 8 and come to the library early in the morning? Well he sleeps in and isn't here when he said he would be, oh Henry I will have to kill you know!!

Naaa, I'm not that evil.

Maybe I'll make him buy me coffee, we'll see.

Today's gameplan is to study super hard before the clock hits 3 and then it's time for a group meeting again.

So, should I start reading first or write? God, these questions are making me hungry...

a girl taking her master studies "seriously"

before the worst

2011-09-28T23:22:00.003+02:00

The most amazing part but also the scariest part is that when I finally get there I will not want to leave when I know I can't stay.

coffee makes me SO hyper

2011-09-28T15:17:00.004+02:00

Tacos last night was freakin amazing! I had all my ladies over and we gossiped until midnight. Nejra spent the night at my place and today she treated me with a breakfast downtown, ah my little baby! At the library right now, I did splurge a bit and bought a new docking speaker for my NEW iPhone (the white one, sooooooooo fresh) and right now I'm a the library with Henry studying. Tonite's plan: study even more. Over and out :) AND I help my wife Kat get herself a new iPhone today aswell. Making super deals like a motherfucker :D

people don get my smarts sometimes

2011-09-27T11:40:00.003+02:00

Sitting at a seminar at the professor is pissing me off!! I suggested we split up, discuss the different questions and then meet again and discuss together as PROPER master students. No, she started to discuss the first question by her self, for an whole freakin hour and then we had a break and then covered another one and then let us go early.What the flipp??? I mean, it beats me cause I didn't do the readings anyways but I actually liked da questions!

Anyways, off to have lunch with my bro and NYC buddy Jan-Fredrik. Haven't seen him in forever and that is NOT ok. Lateeeeeerz!

love my group

2011-09-26T14:26:00.002+02:00

My Goooooooood I'm so hungry! Groupmeeting just ended and we did it good. Love my group. We always start of every meeting being super confused and almos arguing cause no one really knows what we're supposed to do but at the end we say we're awesome for dividing our work so well. Now I need to scout books and then hurry to have lunch with miss Nejra.

monday mooooooorning

2011-09-26T10:12:00.004+02:00

straight out from da bed, don't look that tiretd right? Today schedule: group meeting, dinner at my sisters! Have a SWELL day y'all :)

yeah BUDDY

2011-09-25T10:35:00.002+02:00

Ok so yesterday was pretty epic. I met up with Marlene from class and her friend Anja for drinks at my favorite bar: Carib Creol! After a while my homeboys Henry, Sami and Johan joined and we sat there until they closed. It was the bartenders bday and he thought I was cute so he made me amazingly yummy drinks free of charge haha SCORE. Yesterday I did coffee with my ladies Kat and Naz and headed to work. Today I HAVE TO STUDY! But also I have to have coffee with my cousin and hear about her trip to the states and also go to Trelleborg to watch soccer with miss Nejra. Might even make it to a latet dinner with Kat and Naz. Swell sunday :)

23rd of September 2011

2011-09-23T17:50:00.003+02:00

AAAAAAND I am officially with a Mac: oh the joy. I also ordered a new iphone. A white one. Mmmm, material girl to da bones baby haha. Today me and my sister had a day downtown. Lunch, shopping and coffee. Wonderful. Very soon me and roomie are having dinner and then I'm off to Carib Creol with da classmates for drinks. FRIDAY RULES!!!

Much love from a ridiculously happy Erna!

can't hold back

2011-09-20T09:46:00.002+02:00

Goodmorning! First and foremost I have to say that I am not sick. I did not wake up with a soar throat, I DID NOT OK? Good, now that we sorted that minor issue we can go back to todays plans. (and yes I know I said I wouldn't blog until my new laptop was infront of me but hey, can u blame a girl for wanting to share? Ok, so on todays schedule: get my laundry room key back (loooong story), run som arrends downtown, grab sushi with Majeed in Lund and then head back home for some major studying. Off I goooooo

slow return

2011-09-19T20:27:00.002+02:00

so after I've had multiple people telling me to start up da blog again I might aswell. But this is just like a prep post. My re-opening will occour as soon as I get my new Macbook. Hells to the yeah. So until then, keep ur head up high, smile and be thankful for everything in life, even then bad. Cause the bad makes u see all the good u have :)

fridaaaaaaaaaaay

2011-09-09T09:35:00.002+02:00

On today's schedule:

- Prepare Monday's seminar with my awesome group at school
- Meet up with Asma and lend her my book AND give her a hug, so proud of that girl!!
- Lunch date with Nejra. Alot of gossip to cover
- Pick up Maximilan from daycare
- Dinner and wine with roomie
- Stuuuuudy

u shoot me down but I won't fall

2011-09-09T09:32:00.001+02:00

u set ur own rules

2011-09-08T08:06:00.003+02:00

Earlybirding to do some laundry. I am also doing some situps and trying to get a tan on. GTL. Haha, not. Naaa, I am doing laundry but leaving the work out and tanning for another day. Need to clean my whole place aswell. A little shoebox gets pretty dirty fast when u have a roomie. But at 10 my Felicia is coming over for a loooong breakfast. After class and the daily reading I'm startin my new and second part time job: tutoring! Pretty exited I tell ya. Tutoring 2 kids in english!

Until tonite, HAVE A GREAT DAY PEOPLE. Don't let anyone make it a bad one. U set ur own rules.

just get on a boat and sail away

2011-09-07T23:22:00.003+02:00

someone told me I'm a little piece of magic. Made me smile. But not that ordinary smile. That other kinda smile. Time for bed. So I have at least 7 hours of solid dreaming ahead of me.

don't let me into my zone

2011-09-06T16:06:00.003+02:00

At the library with my buddy Miachel trying to read. Have 2 chapters for tomorrow to finish :) Today I managed to study with Kat, update session with Naz, give Henry a hug, have coffee with a friend I know from work and have another coffee with my new class mate and friend Marlene. She invited me to this international student thing tomorrow night I might attend. I love first weeks of school. So nice to meet all of these new interesting people and also to meet up and gather with all the friends Ok, back to Hannes Lacher and globalization then!

And people, very off topic but todays lesson: If u've earned it, u deserve it. . If u've been a good person, u derseve to have everything u desire. Same goes for bad people, they don't deserve shit.
BOOM.

my ladies and a new friend, Frida, at the party on Friday!

if I had a spaceship

2011-09-04T09:37:00.002+02:00

Breakfast and dishes before I head to work. Had a good night sleep and I'm not hungover anymore. Imma let this tune set the mood for today.

can't do better

2011-09-03T23:26:00.002+02:00

Crazy night last night.
Heavy day today.
But tomorrow is a new day.
A new day with a new sense of value.
Night.

BAAAM

2011-09-02T11:59:00.004+02:00

Yesterday me and my baby Lidie had such a amazing evening. After I made a quickstop in Helsingborg to visit my cousin and his fam my sister drove me back home, I picked my girl up and we headed towards Lilla Torg (or as Nejra likes to call it, Lilla Gay). A dinner and 4 drinks later we ended up at MAX, had burgers and took a cab home only to fall into laugher and barely fall asleep. This morning wasn't even rough, we went up at 7, I made eggs and bacon and then she was of to her exchange studies in Switzerland. So proud of my doll! Now I'm having lunch (why is it that all I seem to do is eat??) and I'm off for class. Tonite, party time once again with my ladies and some danish boys from Kat's new class. Uhh-ooh......

new job and new things to save up to!

2011-08-31T09:25:00.003+02:00

Morning!!! As usual, breakfast by the office, aka my lousy laptop. Did I tell u guys I'm getting a Macbook? Well, I am! So exited, like so exited I might cry when I get it haha. Today after class I HAVE TO CUT MY HAIR! Took me freakin 30 min to comb it thru this morning, not ok. So will have to head out in the search for a avalible hairdresser. Going to Helsingbor around 3 for a well needed coffee with Amanda from work and then I have the night shitf. Kinda miss work. God, I've been off work 2 days and I miss it. Come on. Oh, oh another exiting thing: I will from next week, once a week be tutoring 2 kids in English and get a pretty good salary out of it. Weeeei! I will be needing that money to start saving up for London in Novemver with da ladies!

Have a awesome day y'all! (why is it whenI says "y'all" it sounds so country and not so cool as I wish it would??)

all kinds of people

2011-08-31T01:41:00.004+02:00

There are good people, then there are sleazy people. Then there also are people who only want one thing, but then there are those rare persons that you randomly meet that you already know you like and respect. That's all.

professor dzin?

2011-08-30T12:32:00.004+02:00

First real class today with professor Hans Åke Persson. Such an interesting dude. He has done SO much. Exept multiple books he has freakin been a secret agent for Sweden. Like how badass isn't that? He also informed us that our MA thesis has to be at least 80 pages. That's a book. So in 2013 try not do disturb me, I will be a busy researcher writing my book on my quest on becoming a professor. HA. At the library now, 2 hours of solid reading and then it's lunch time!

This is my goal. I know, I'm weird.

life is easy when u have amazing friends

2011-08-30T09:03:00.002+02:00

I just love waking up, makin myself breakfast and put on some mellow tunes to wake my mind up. Yesterday was such a cool day, my new class is amazing. We are about 20 people with all different BA Degree's and all from different countries. We have one girl from Mexico, a dude from Romania, girls from China, a super funny dude from Manchester, England...I can go on for ages man! Anways, after intro class we all had lunch and my new friend Hassaan joined us! After lunch I had a 4 hour long "fika" with a long lost friend from Kalmar that's moving to Malmö. Never have 4 hours gone by so fast haha. Today I have class from 10-12, then I neeeeeeed to head to the library to get my books together and then I'm having indian with Nejra and Zlatan, epic! Rest of te day will be spent reading and tonight hanging out with my precious pink positive ladies.

PEACE!

all dolled up

2011-08-28T21:29:00.004+02:00

Mani, pedi, victoria secret's lotion wawawiwaaaa: hit me, school!
Just heated up some soup and soon a documentary about the massacre in Srebrenica. Can u say super cozy Sunday? And what better way to spend it with than my sweet little couchsurfer Josie. She's my middle school bff thats gonna bunk with me the next couple of days. I know, I'm such a good friend!

Da gang at the dinne last night.
Oh, oh listen to this, I had: the salad buffe, a 250g steak with potatoes, garlic bread AND soft icecream (all u can eat).
BAD ASS.

getting da routine back

2011-08-28T11:15:00.003+02:00

I really am tired. I can feel it in my bones. This summer has been the summer of busting some ass. I have be working all the time and I couldn't be more happy to start school. For reals. And this fall will be so epic. So much new people I've already met, so much people more to get to know, so much parties, my bday, London-trip...I can keep on going forever!
Tomorrow I will become a masters student, haha how dope isnt that? When I was 15 and a dorky high school student that was my dream, to become a masterss student and to write myself a book. Now I know everything is possible.
Ok, time to get ready to kick some Pressbyrån ass in Helsingborg one last time this summer. BRING IT!

my kanye experience

2011-08-27T14:49:00.002+02:00

this post is a post that has to be written so when I grow old and get all wrinkly I can come back to my blog (if computer still will be cool) and read about how I one night in august say my idol Kanye West. So it went down like this. Me and bro (Jan-Fredrik) are standing in pouring rain, I have my rainboots on, I'm so cold, our umbrella broke, it was crowded and people we're pushing us away....but alla I could feel was PURE joy. Like u know when all u feel in ur whole body is love? Well, that is what I felt. From nowhere the music starts, with Kanye's and Jigga's new song H.A.M as a intro, girls come running in dancing ballet and then YEEZY appeares on a crane going up into the air, smoke, rain, strobe lights, Kanye. What happens? I start to cry. Not like sob but just shed a tear or two. I smile, I jump to the beat and Jan-Fredrik looks at me and smiles. He knows how much Kanye means to me. I have blogged about it before so I'm to lazy to elaborate that again but so it goes, 2 hours of ear orgasm and the concert is over. I remember when he hit the high note in the song Good life, I remember him shouting: "U have the be the hypest crowd eveeeer", I remember him looking up into the sky when finishing it all of with "Hey Mama", I remember him doing a medley with "Swagga Life Us", "E.T.", I remember his neverending autotune, I remember it ALL. And so I will, forever.

KING of my own life

2011-08-27T14:35:00.004+02:00

Wow wow wow, really feels that I'm coming back to life now! After a crazy stay on the Swedish countryside on thursday and yesterdays night out with my entourage I am so happy, happy beyond words! Sitting on my couch right now, in sweats, with last nights makeup on and can't help but wonder: what did I do to deserve to have so amazing friends and meet so cool people all the time? WOHO!

Since I cannot tell u about thursdays crazyness I shall elaborate about last night instead. We started of at Kat's place for lasagne and some bubbly wine. Later on we did Gimlets, my boy Henry and his boys came over, so did Kat's friend from Canada Hasaan and his boys from Spain. Someone (being me) shouted: CABS ARE HEERE, so we hit the streets and the club Koi. Some old ass sugardaddy put or drinks on his tab hahahaha so funny. We danced, laughed and enjoyed life.

Now I have to eaaaaaat, go grocery shopping AND get ready for a friends goodbye dinner at Jensen's Bofhus Restaurant tonite. At 9 I have the night shift at work, BOOM.

dust it off and begin fresh

2011-08-25T00:47:00.004+02:00

So it's not that I don't want to blog and share my every so eventful life (haha). It's just that all I've done since last time I wrote has been sitting on the train, getting off, work, go home with another train and then fall asleep. I have occasionally cleaned my place and vaccumed but thats pretty much it. (I did go se Kanye West with my bro Jan-Fredrik but that will be brought in tomorrow blog).

Sounds very tragic but actually it was all worth it last night when I got back and saw that my paycheck had arrived. WOW. I am a hard worker after all. Anywaaaays, enough about work!

On monday my beloved school starts. I miss reading, I miss taking notes, I miss class and I miss having that daily routine. So tomorrow will be another ordinary day at work, and so will Friday, but after i finish me and the ladies are having a well needed night out with drinks, drinks and yeah...crazybaila.

Welcome back readers, let the madness pick up where it left off.
Fall season 2011. BOOM.

this day didnt just happen!!

2011-08-09T18:37:00.005+02:00

Today is offcially my very own Friday the 13th, every year I will remember this day as the second worst day in my freackin life (the 1st worst day being the day me and wifey found out we couldnt go to LA and San Fran after having everythin booked).

So, imma break it down for y'all. I woke up at 4.38. I was supposed to be at work at 5 in the morning to open the store and work the morning shift. I had my sisters car so I run out and head out on the highway. It all starts with me making a wrong and being forced to drive back to Malmö and take the trip from the beginning. I get to work (I drove 150km/h in pouring rain and almost died), park outside where all the cabs are and run out of my car pointing the finger to all the taxi drivers honking at me for takin their spot. I open the store 15 minutes late and wait for my co-worker to come so I can move my car and park it. Suddenly I find out I forgot my VISA at home. I curse and park my car on a illigal spot. Fuck it, I'll get a ticket...this day started wrong, lets just keep up the work eh?

Heading home, I see I do not have that much gas left but my sister did assure me I could make it. What happens? My car stops and won't move just 10 minutes from my place. Now I'm trapped on the highway. What do I do? I laugh and cry, and then I laugh some more, call my sister and she helps me out.

NOW, I'm finally at home and it gives me the chills how much I hate this day already. August 9th will always be remembered.

So, what else? The only good thing happening today is that my friend Henry booked us to see the infamous Bob Dylan in November, and I'm home in my sweats about to eat up a whole choclate cake by my self while having a Jersey Shore marathon in bed.

Thank god for cake, filthy Sammi vs JWoow fights and Snooki's stupid brains.

monday plans

2011-08-08T12:30:00.002+02:00

Gooooodmorning world! It is after 12 on a monday but I don't care, I'm off work and today I have great plans. After a solid breakfast/lunch I'm planning on studying for at least 2 hours. After that I might go with Kat (finally she is home) and her mommy for some shopping. Tonight Felicia is coming over for dinner! So off I go, have to go by milk for my coffee and cereal and I cannot do that in my pj's can I?

important nonsens in my life

2011-08-06T23:53:00.003+02:00

It's midnight and I just turned on the shower. I want my water to be hot when I enter. Today I worked from 10 to 22.30. One would think I would be tired but here's the thing: I can't stand on my legs, my knees feel like jello and my right arm has a HUGE burn (freakin plates at work) buuuuuut...in my head I an completely game and alert. Ok, for me to stop talkin nonsens and actually take that shower I so badly need (yes, I think cinnamonbun smell is nasty) I need to tell u that I'm off work tomorrow and monday. So after a GOOD night sleep I'm having brunch with mr. Majeed and I am bringing my camera. Hopefully the weather will be nice so I can take some pics of my beautiful city. Or , whatever...even if it's shitty weather I shall bring it. Just cause it rains doesnt mean things look ugly. Like, I just came home soaking wet from the rain tonite and I look swell (despite stinking from our cinnamonbuns haha)

NIGHT!

cash money millionare

2011-08-04T23:22:00.004+02:00

All work and no play, boo me. but hey, I like it. why? Cause I like money. I know, I may sound greedy but I need'em and thats that. Especially when life takes unexpected turns.

I was off work this monday and had a great beach day with Henry and also grabbed a coffee with mr Jesse. Tonite after work Naz had a little BBQ that I did attend and now I'm (already) in bed, morning shift tomorrow. Friday night will be spent babysitting my sweet nephew.

Lovin life, still.

Niagara Falls, Canada

catching up with life a bit

2011-07-31T14:31:00.003+02:00

Still in bed and its 2 o'clock. I know I suck. But to my defense I was home at 4.30 this morning. I had a 11 hour shift at work, it was the last day of the Helsingborg festival and oh my lord, people are crazy. Two looooong lines and no rest. Thank god I have 2 days off now cause I need the rest, I need to clean my place and I need to study a bit. Will try to clean and do the dishes now and the take that shower I have longed for. Tonight's plans: dinner at Nazgol's. I want to eat cake too.

ready, set,, GO!

2011-07-28T17:24:00.004+02:00

Bursting my job bubble for today. What I've done so far and what's left for the evening:

- Sleeeeeeep and eat an awesome breakfast
- Study with Ena at the city library
- Have Felicia over for Pesto Chicken Pasta
- Take the train to Helsingborg and party with the dream team for work

Peace out!

a pretty little evening

2011-07-26T20:31:00.003+02:00

I love Sweden. Im drinking swedish coffee, sitting all cuddled up in my IKEA couch, watching the epic show Allsång på Skansen. A very cute girl is singing "A Tisket, A Tasket" and after da show I'm off to bed. Early u say? Well, when u have to get up at 4 in the morning to get to work u need all sleep u can get. I'm off at Thursday so will blog about what my plans are for that day then. Tomorrow after work I'm heading to the beach with my bro Henry. He is back from Aussie, woho!
Peace out ladies and gents!

my thoughts about the horrible norway incident

2011-07-23T13:43:00.003+02:00

So like when I dream of something I can't stop thinking about it. This night I dreamed of Steve Angello.What will I do today? Only listen to his music and buy the new issue of the magazine of Studio since there is an interview with him and his boys in it. What else has happened since my last post? Well, Norway was hit by what people first thought was a muslim extremist act (offcourse) but to my positive suprise the man in custady is norweigan, blond, blue eyed and was active online with extremist thoughts on our multicutural world. Not to sound weird or relivied that he was norwegian, what happened was a utter tragedy and my heart goes out to everyone but maybe this is a sign on how it maybe isn't ok to have everyone free to do whaever and write whatever they want. I know we live in a democracy where a person is free to do and say what is on their mind but I not not think its ok to paint up Mohamed and call it art and I do not think its ok for a 30 year of norweigan go on a rant and kill over 10 teenagers cause he hates that his country welcomes immigrants. The world is a mad place indeed but it always has been and it always will be. It just time for us to realize the effects of globalization and maybe tighten our laws a bit. Not everything is ok to say or think.

I'm hitting the shower and then of to a coffee shop for some reading and coffee. Peace!

bad morning vs good morning

2011-07-19T12:05:00.002+02:00

Sometimes a morning can be all stressful, with a quick breakfast and non brushed hair. My morning started with a a gossip phonecall while in bed, breakfast infront of Simpsons and soon I shall have a long shower and definetly brush my hair. Later I'm going to enjoy my day in the sun with icecream and amazingly amusing company. Have a great day!!

what girls do on a monday evening

2011-07-18T16:10:00.004+02:00

Work was great. It does suck to go up at 4, I will not lie about that but is so freakin worth it later when ur done, can take the train home and have a whole day free to do whatever. Also a bag of my favorite candy was ripped on the side so we had to take it form the shelfs. Translation: I ate everything in it.
So I'm done at the cafe, exqusite coffee and a HUGE muffin later and I'm ready to head home. Having Felicia over for casual dining. And by casual I mean cheap red wine, IKEA scented candles and gossip. Loop holes of luxury people, that's what its all about.

early start, early wannabe poetry

2011-07-18T05:19:00.003+02:00

It's 5 in the morning and my laptop is with me on the train to work. Maxwell followed by Q-Tip on low key and rain is pouring outside. It's almost light but there is no sun in sight, only clouds. But who said clouds are a bad thing? I think they're kinda pretty, in their own way. Especially the very dark ones. Today the plan is to sceduele the upcoming fall. Am I mad? No, not really. My boss asked me for my classes so he can get me the hours I will need at work and I also want to just sit on a cafe after work, have a long session with a cake and a coffee and plan, plan, plan. I LOVED to have my brother with me for a week but alone time is priceless for me. I remember when I lived back home, to go for lunch or to have a coffee by yourself was a sin. Today, with the person I've grown in to: me time equals quality time for my mind and soul.

xoxo

2011-07-18T00:13:00.003+02:00

Ok so I'm supposed to wake up in 4 hours (morning shift) and all I can think about is Gossip Girl. Why has it taken me so long to watch this genius of a series? Truth be told, I kinda didnt want to. Eeeeveryone was gloryfing it back when it started and I don't like to follow the crowd. Nevermind that, now I'm hooked. Perfect to have an after work series to come home to when friends are gone for the summer and the weather is for shit. Perfect inspiration for upcoming fall. And I really think this fall will be one of those seasons worthy all my attention. On all possible levels. Who knows, maybe my very own lonely boy will come and sweep me off my feet? To be continued in september...

imma buy all the moleskine's out there

2011-07-15T22:45:00.003+02:00

Ok so like I don't care if this comes off as bragging but I just changed my education on Facebook to masters. That seriously gives me the fuckin chills. I wasn't the smart one in high school. I'm not the one in my family that always does the right thing. I lie, I curse, I goof around, I smile and I really don't take life that seriosuly. How the HECK did I end up being the college nerd? It's mid summer and I cannot wait to buy a new calendar, a new fall coat and maybe even a new computer. I mean a master student needs her MacBook Air, right? Boom. Done. I will buy one by the end of this year. (buy meaning getting it for free and paying it off every month haha).

zombie

2011-07-13T22:51:00.001+02:00

One knows when one is tired when: u think ur shower cream is ur shampoo. Zzzzzz....

I am not dead

2011-07-13T20:41:00.002+02:00

Back from work, BEAT. funny thing: we had like nothin to do and yet I am so tired. So why havn't I been blogging so much these days? 1: My place has been under construction. 2: I have worked a lot. But now I'm back on track baby! My place looks great by the way. And work is awesome. Been to Halmstad and spent time with my dear Mysan. Otherwise life is goooooood. My bro and his 2 homies are couchsurfing until tomorrow and tonites event: movieeeeee. And yeah, Kanye the 11th of august. Just for ur info. Peace.

the world of madness just got a bit more fun!

2011-07-01T13:48:00.005+02:00

Eating a quick lunch then I'm off to meet wifey in town for coffee. Yesterday was spent all day with my sister and nephew and since I was beat from work that morning today will be more productive. In town I also need to sign the final papers for my new visa card + sign and give my contracters the green light to start tearing walls and floors on monday.
Tonight its dinner at Ena's.
Shit is going DOOOWN in the world of madness!!

lastname ever, firstname greatest

2011-06-29T20:24:00.002+02:00

I'm in a Drake period at the moment. It's his lyrics. Really gets to me. But Kanye is still my number one. Cannot beilive I'm gonna see the man himself live soon. WOAAAAA. Work today went great. Just got home from dinner in town and some grocery shopping. Now I just need to figure out how I'm supposed to fall asleep at 10 when then sun doesnt go down until like 12.....why? Opening the store tomorow. Pretty nice to be able to go to the beach after work. Or I might be so tired I'll just go home and die. But then if it rains, that would be nice. God, I'm obviosly not writing anything clever. It's spelled tiredness. I'm out!

im more than just an option, refuse to be forgotten

2011-06-29T09:51:00.004+02:00

Fuuuuck. I spilled yogourt on my couch, uuaaa...
Ohwell, like thats gonna matter in 20 years. Yesterday was so cozy, me and the ladies had tacos, watched SATC and just talked for hours. Love you girls so much. Today is another work day and I won't be home til 7. Thursday I have to be at work at 6 in the morning so have to go to bed really really early tonite. Anyways, have a kickass day!

vacation over, thank u come again!

2011-06-28T18:03:00.006+02:00

And yesterday I finally started my new summerjob! I wasnt made to be unemployed . About freakin time. But before I tell you bout my weekend back home I have to pour out my ANGER towards a unknown person. So, someone apparently used my visa card that night I lost it. Someone had the fuckin nerv to buy drinks for 1000 swedish crowns, buy burgers and take the cab home. Who ever u are, I hope u fuckin fall from a building and brake every bone in your sorry ass body. ANYWAAAYS, midsummer back home was beyond epic. I was at Öland, the little summer island right across my city the whole day with all my old high school buddies. Flower pickning, hay ride, classic midsummer dinner wit potatoes, stinky fish and strawberries, games (which I was awesome in) and finally bbq, bonfire, loads of wine, guitar, sunset on a private sandy dreamy beach. Rest of the weekend my mom fed my, I intived my bro and his homies to my place over the summer, a visit to grandma's and we went cherry picking the whole fam. Pretty decent. Today I was at the beach and tonight it's.....taco time! Heading over to Felicia's in a few but thought I would post a lil somethin somethin for u readers :)

Midsummer Perfection.

life according to me

2011-06-23T21:23:00.004+02:00

Love being home in Kalmar. Just finished dinner with mom, dad is still at work, bro left his mac for me (thank u, beloved spoiled brat) and now I'm eating mom's cake infront of the tv.

Everytime I get here it makes me dwell on life a bit.

How happy I am, how much I love my friends and family, what to avoid in life and what to look out for in order to be happy and to stay that way. Things aren't always as they seem and one has to live life with eyes wide open in order to stay true to yourself. As long as u know what u want in life and u surround urself with beautiful people u'll do good and karma will be on ur side at all times. Peace!

MADNESS

2011-06-23T13:48:00.004+02:00

Tuesday was INTENSE. Perfect dinner, cheap wine, a lot of laughter, perfect night out...
but...the hangover I had yesterday, worst ever. I woke up on a friends couch, my VISA card missing and my head pounding like never before. Heading to Kalmar in a few to celebrate Midsommar. A very, very, very swedish tradition.
Pictures will come. Expect madness.
Now: Friends and Gossip Girl.
THEN I can pack.

Erna Dzin - ur madness princess